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Cheer Up, Girl!

Seems like she is not a lucky girl when it comes to love
The boy she liked, had a crush with her very close friend
Her first love, her first relationshit, deceived her in the end
The man she love recently, had somebody besides him
The only man who (others said) won't ever hurt his little girl, deeply made scars which she doesn't even know how to deal with it
Like a rollercoaster, like a jigsaw
Her feeling just goes up high then bumps down hard

She has a faith, she doubts after, she starts being sceptic, she completely becomes cold, someone come, she tries to open her heart one more time, she has a faith, and repeat again and again

She's being crazy, she's mad at herself, she is tired

Till she comes to a conclusion: she has something better, something bigger, something important than her love story
She may be unlucky with her love, but she will try her best to make her life more meaningful

Cheer up girl
You live not only for love
Go get your dreams
Someday, you'll …

Kepada Semesta

Semesta, ajarkan aku memiliki separuh saja kekuatan hati malaikatku
Semesta, ajarkan aku memiliki sedikit saja luasnya hati malaikatku
Semesta, ajarkan aku memiliki pengampunan luar biasa seperti yang dipunyai malaikatku

Semesta, aku ingin bercerita

Malaikatku sedang dirundung duka
Malaikatku sedang berada di titik terlemahnya
Malaikatku memang masih tersenyum dan tertawa seperti biasanya, tapi matanya tidak mengungkapkan demikian
Malaikatku seperti baru saja kehilangan kedua sayap imajinya

Semesta, aku mencintai malaikatku

Aku tidak ingin melihatnya menitikkan setetespun air mata
Aku tidak mau melihatnya tampak begitu rapuh

Semesta, aku marah melihatnya begitu
Semesta, sungguh aku akan lakukan apapun agar dia tidak menangis

Tapi semesta, aku tidak berdaya
Aku masih kecil ternyata
Cuma bisa mengasihaninya tanpa berbuat apa-apa
Cuma bisa diam melihatnya tersiksa

Semesta, sungguh aku marah
Marah pada entah siapa yang berani membuatnya terjatuh
Terlebih marah pada diriku sendiri karena …

Pindah

Namanya Cinta
Siapa sangka datang kembali setelah sekian lama mati
Namanya Hati
Siapa mengira kekuatannya berubah secepat kilat menyambar bumi
Namanya Kamu
Siapa yang tahu panahnya malah menunjuk ke arahmu
Kalau mampu, sudah kukatakan sejak pertama hatiku berbisik ada cinta untukmu
Kalau bisa, sudah kuungkapkan sejak awal aku merasa nyaman berada di dekatmu
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Aku ingin pindah
Hanya saja seandainya pindah hati semudah itu, sudah kulakukan sejak dulu

Don't Worry Be Happy!

I love people who make me laugh.
I honestly think it's the thing I like the most, to laugh.
It cures multitude of ills.
It's probably the most important thing in a person.
-Audrey Hepburn-
Life is like an ice cream; enjoy it before it melts.
-Anonymous-
*sending tons of love for one of my friend I treasure much: joyeux anniversaire!